sometimes i ask myself what i’m even doing on tumblr
i hardly ever talk to anybody on here anymore and reblogging pictures is starting to feel like a duty, something i have to do, and i’m just not enjoying it right now
i don’t even take the time to look at the pictures properly, i just reblog them without really thinking about it, and it seems kind of meaningless
for me, this used to be about sharing beautiful pictures with other people and keeping up a nice blog and dreaming myself away, but now i feel like i’m starting to care too much about my number of followers. i often reblog pictures just because i know i will lose a lot of followers if i don’t. it really shouldn’t matter, and i wish it didn’t
i guess i’m just getting too caught up it this
maybe it will get better i hope so, because i really don’t want to delete my blog
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